to my dearest, bestfriend

i know... i know that u had crush on me for such a long time ago.. i know that i did let u go just like that... that proved how foolish i am.. i know.. i've been admired n like him for no strong reason while when my tears falls down my cheek, ure the one who vanish it out.. when i need  a should to cry on, u did lend urs.. i know n knew it already since we were so naughty n childish that u like me... im sorry.. i am so teribbly sorry for avoidin u away push u away bcuz of that.. but all of those incident that happens, well it takes time for me to heal.. eventhough if i healed, the scars will always remains there n somtimes it could bleed teribbly.. that is y i hide myself... force myself for not comin down.. to forget all the past bcuz im EASY to forget but i CAN'T forget.. too much bad memories n too much time that i had to make me think.. bcuz as times flies really fast.. i found out that its not him that i missed but its u that alwyas there for me n be beside me even if im wrong. biuld me up when i fell to pieces.. soo... just dont go away.. i do stil need u.. i do have smthg to tell u.. smthg that u should u know n deserve long time ago.. smthg that sound like "i love u i do like u" yes i am... yes i do admit i am a foolish.. i let u down. i do love u.. u r the funniest, the most good  n kind n sweetest n romantic boy that i ever found in my whole life.. n u had nver lied to me.. so.. just hears me out, dear my bestfriend the only bestfriend that i hav rght now,, i love u .. n i hope that our relationship doesn't fade as a bestfriend... n thx for everyhting thx FOR EVERYTHING.. LOVE YA..

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